Being
Bamboo: Finding Relaxed Strength
Bernie
Gourley
July 2
2012
When considering
what I learned at the Fifth Annual Gi Yu
Dōjō seminar, the first lesson that came to mind was being strong without tension.
This may apply to all budō, but two
of the three elements of the seminar really hammered the lesson home. Tension
in spear-work breeds exhaustion; tension in live blade cutting breeds frustration.
After the first sōjutsu
session, I noticed that the outer-back portion of my deltoids were sore. Given
the unusual location of the soreness, it was easy to track it to the way I tensed
those muscles as I locked in the spear during tsuki. Clamping the spear-shaft under my armpit, straightening the
lead arm, and rotating the lead hand to a palm down position, I often performed
the right actions, but I did so in the wrong way. By spastically contracting
and holding the muscle taught, I burned out the muscle. Tsuki must be strong. However, the weight of the weapon, the fact
that its length must be briefly cantilevered from one’s body, and the need to withdraw
it like a bullet means even a supreme athlete, much less me, could become
quickly worn out using the weapon. I thought about how exhausting a few minutes
of sparring can be, and then about samurai on a battlefield with armor and a
long-shafted yari. I’m not
denigrating the importance of fitness when I say that I can’t imagine a person
being fit enough to still be standing when the battle is done if they relied on
an inefficient use of their muscles for strength.
In our martial art, as in many others, analogies from
nature often offer insight. As I thought about what in nature is strong but not
tense, bamboo first popped to mind. This plant gets its strength from the
alignment of its fibers and its flexibility. I mentioned the importance of alignment
in sōjutsu above, but the relevance
of flexibility required some thought. Flexibility is letting the weapon do what
it does. Sandhu-Sensei spoke of this
in the cutting session when he told us to let the weight of the blade do the
work. The same concept seemed to apply to the spear as well. One gets the spear
moving by putting one’s body weight in motion, and, its inertia overcome, the
spear’s momentum carries it into the place where one can lock it in with the proper
alignment. In this way, the tip is driven into the target with the force of
one’s moving body weight using minimal effort.
There’s a mental analog to the tension that interferes
with strength. In live blade cutting, it seems to me, there cannot be a
moment’s doubt that one’s blade will breeze through the target. That
confidence, or strength of mind, is born of a mental state of “nothingness” or mu. Thoughts and concerns about success
or failure are the mental analog of wasted effort. Just as muscle tension keeps
one from feeling and correcting physical errors, wandering thoughts keep one
from the necessary resoluteness and clarity.
This is but one of many lessons I took away from the
seminar.